lonely saying.

i was alone.
i looked the time that ran far away to leave me.
wind was blowing more far to my back of my shadow.
in that place i felt lonely.
i lived without anyone.
in that cold place nobody together with me.
i wasn't strong as you know.
i was be rid off my hold from that tree.
i ran out from my life.
me and just only with my self.
so, i was alone.
my feeling was starting to be afraid.
no cloud above me and my dream.
no sun near my way.
i lost from freshly water in this earth.
i have no one beside me.
then,i fell in that sudden storm.
my clothes ripped.
i was feeling became older.
i started to give up for this life.
the dry leaf was falling above me.
it shattered when i was touching it.
i realized my life was like that leaf.
my feel began smaller.
my life was empty than anything.
my life was a rubbish which ready to be fired.
i slapped my face.
i punched my body.
i pin so much needle to my finger.
i wasn't suitable to live.
thats hand stopped me.
he hugged me and shared his warm with me.
he is so wonderful.
he held me up.
he is who i said love.